Unplugging Part 2

So I put my Huawei tablet in the garage out of range of the house during my decision to go unplugging everything. Mainly because it has 2 cameras, a mic and a speaker and it didn’t seem like a good device to have in the house when Huawei have been in the news for allegedly spying.

Anyway the audio jack on my phone went south so I brought the tablet back in just to stream Amazon music without need for the big PC to be on and networked, And yes the tablets been given the black tape over everything treatment, cameras etc. So far no backburning or gaslights so ‘they’ have either got bored and gone away or the new unplugging/taping routine is working. I was even stoic enough to create a new Twitter account! Only to find someone had used one of my emails previously and got it suspended. Must admit Twitter staff were quick to get that sorted for me, so thanks guys. As for Facebook, I deactivated my account saying I was concerned for my security. I don’t miss it. Most of the vileness I have seen these past few years has come via Facebook so you can go ‘jump’.

So there you go, were see how long Twitter lasts for my social media needs. It’s my last attempt to stay current. If this fails I’m going back to buying a daily newspaper, I may do anyway.

Peace

D

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Moment of Self Pity

Whether it’s my illness or just conspiring events, I’m on a paranoid low and feeling quite gutless. I’m also recovering from pneumonia.

I feel those close to me are hiding something and I’ve run out of places to turn for or to get help.

So I live in a fog of dread that’s very discouraging and I can only hope that a ray of sunlight breaks through soon.

Tale of self pity I know

Peace

D

Will I Make March

My personal plan with WordPress expires in March 2019 and I’ve already had the hassling emails about price increases etc (well technically you now have to pay for the domain on top of the plan, which in my books is basically a price increase).

So though I may have 200 followers, only 20 odd are active and I’m not sure I want to fork out that amount to continuously spout bad Poetry from the mouth of a bipolary. If there’s a free plan I can default to in March I’ll stay, if not we’ll I guess my Web page precence that first started in 1999 comes to an end. To think I once live streamed to 60,000 music fans. How the world turns.

Will I miss it. Probably not. I have made something more precious than net infamy, something that can’t be quantified or packaged and sold. Nor will I let it be indexed here.

{Third week without a cigarette to}

Peace D

Deadends

So I tried to get focused on prose writing some months back and also started a new blog with the hopes of getting my technical paranoia out on that. Both dead ends as my last two poems have drawn a few likes here on the bipolar by cola site and it was really cathartic writing them. So I guess this where I’ll be… For now (shame I can’t refund the other site though, bipolar overspend again! And the novel remains half written. Maybe that’s a good thing)

Peace D

Time to Ride….

So all things must come to pass. As I approach a stable period of my bipolar I’ve decided to set up another blog and discuss there the things that bipolar doesn’t define about me. I may mention it in passing but I have a huge amount to say about other things other than bipolar.

No doubt, I’ll have my ups and downs so I’ll occasionally put my Poetry here but even that I’m taking mostly back into the personal realm as I’m preparing a poetry submission for Faber & Faber and some other publishers.

The new blog is simply for my thoughts on the world from my closet corner of England.

So those still with me here’s the link;

Last Human Standing

Peace

D